Too much caffeine provokes a restlessness--this one detaches yet at the same time precipitates millesecond reactions. And the distant comedy of it all is insanely causing me to spurt giggles and them to cast raised eyebrows. This kind: Naunsa ka diha!@#?

I'm certainly for that question. I wish I knew, really. But too much caffeine can only be referred to this afternoon, but that question, damn that question, it's beautifully timeless.

Yez. Caffeine high, this is. I wish I was stoned though.

But this is alright enough. Enough to indulge in this barrage of fleeting thoughts...

I'm evening up my pace. Got to get my act together before the world ends. Or at least before that hot sun crispifies the living flesh outa me. Leche! Ambi ra gud nang banig na pay pay be..

My mind is floating.. into the past and into the what could be's... Isn't perspective such a grownup word? Now how to mean it in Filipino and not be groping for mga salita...  hmm... How to use it without misusing it..

How not to relate to this? It's time to be a big girl now. How is synonymous with torture...

But this caffeine rush is far from torture, I'm simply indulging. And for the moment, forgetting about the how's, the deadlines, the exes, the background noise, and global warming.

And when I'll snap out of this, oh then well, hello torture. But until then.. yeepikiyay, mo_!!!!

Now how to say that in Filipino...

When the world ends...